i want to go home.

My war ships are lying off the coast of your delicate heart, and my aim is steady and true as it's been right from the start.

It will happen.

We'll have everything you want, exactly the way you want it. We can have the lights low at the reception, ceiling hung with lanterns about. Every bridesmaid can wear mustard yellow dresses, with white flowers. Every groomsman can wear chocolate brown, just the way you wanted it. We can wear TOMS, just the way you wanted it. We can have a tree with cards for everyone to sign. We can spend months just making the centerpieces to feel at home. We can have a scrapbook for everyone, just the way you wanted. We can dine on fine foods, and top it off with teramisu and cheesecake. We can share a dance under the spotlight, even if you think you can't dance, you can step on my feet and it will be okay. Then we'll run away for as long as you want in a olive green vw van.

We can do whatever you want.

I just know, you, you are what I want.

It Prevails.

All the times we have shared and all the memories I have,
brought me back to square one.
Now I'm running on empty.
Only you could pick me up,
without thinking twice,
you wrapped your arms around me.

When we find truth inside ourselves,
it's hard not to run away.
But we must capture and embrace.
It's how we truly live our lives.

We will be everything we have been dreaming of.

When I look in the mirror what I see,
is the only thing that I can be.
I come to you now, defenses down.
Defenseless now.
When you look at me I want to be,
everything you want to see.
I come to you now defenses down.
Defenseless now.

I love you.

There's a lot I have to be sorry for. I long just to be back with you. I didn't mean for any of these events to occur. I know you saw a glimpse of a ghost you never wanted to see again. I can't wait to see you again, and live the way we used to. I'm working on it, I just hope you're still happy. Life is cyclical, and we will return to where we started. There's no greater remorse I've ever felt. I realize there was no reason to the madness I dwelled in. A darker blood is flowing in me that I haven't felt in a long time surfaced to the skin.

I just hope you can find it in you to forgive me,

and love me just the same.

Just remember everything.

I'm not him, I'm me.

The me that wants to make you happy.

No matter what it takes.

In the woods, we return to reason and faith.

"The world thus exists to the soul to satisfy the desire of beauty. This element I call an ultimate end. No reason can be asked or given why the soul seeks beauty. Beauty, in its largest and profoundest sense, is one expression for the universe. God is the all-fair. Truth, and goodness, and beauty, are but faces for the same All.

There is no object so foul that intense light will not make beautiful."

-Emerson

So close, So alive.

You know that I will be next to you
When morning comes I'll still be true to you
"You say you'll never leave"
And I won't dear
"But how can I believe"
Just trust me please
"I can't explain how much I need you"
Don't say a word,
Your body will speak for you
"You can be the reason I'm alive"
You're already everything I've got
"Hold me close, keep me on my toes"