I love you.

There's a lot I have to be sorry for. I long just to be back with you. I didn't mean for any of these events to occur. I know you saw a glimpse of a ghost you never wanted to see again. I can't wait to see you again, and live the way we used to. I'm working on it, I just hope you're still happy. Life is cyclical, and we will return to where we started. There's no greater remorse I've ever felt. I realize there was no reason to the madness I dwelled in. A darker blood is flowing in me that I haven't felt in a long time surfaced to the skin.

I just hope you can find it in you to forgive me,

and love me just the same.

Just remember everything.

I'm not him, I'm me.

The me that wants to make you happy.

No matter what it takes.